Monday, March 31, 2008

9 weeks 6 days

Tracy went back to work and drover herself to visit Dr Ho. Can see the head and body forming already.

Since I get back to work, I get tired esp when I reached home...

Day after day...I can see my tummy is growing bigger and bigger! I can't wear most of my clothes...headache...but will have the chance to buy new clothings.. :P



http://www.babycenter.com/fetal-development-images-10-weeks


8 weeks 6 days

Today Edmund went checkup with me...so happy to see my baby is growing well! I can see that my hubby is getting excited about the baby too...

I really have to thank God for His blessing..for sending such a great hubby to be by my side esp thru this period of time...and for sending such a wonderful and strong child inside me...




http://www.babycenter.com/fetal-development-images-9-weeks



7 weeks 5 days

This is the 1st checkup after I am discharged..

Don't know why I keep having such negative tots...keep thinking that I can't get thru the first trimester...I am so worried that something bad will happen to my baby...

I tends to get more n more emotional nwadays...esp at night...and currently I am putting up at my mum's plc...I will cry to myself for no reasons...stupid yah?




http://www.babycenter.com/fetal-development-images-8-weeks






6 weeks 6 days

Today I went Causeway Point for lunch, unfortunately, when i reached home....I had spotting! It's red bleeding this time round. I almost fainted when I saw it! Immediately, I rush down to Dr Ho's clinic.

Doc said my baby is still unstable! So he admitted me to hospital, I am asked to stay there for 3 days! And this time round, I have to have injection everyday! :( This is the worst jab I ever have..even the nurses and Doc had said it's a painful jab! Aft the jab, I can't walk at home...

Tonight, I have to sleep in hospital ...but I know I am not alone. I know I have God's blessing and HE is always besides me guiding me..and blessing my child.

I am filled with thoughts tonight...I cried..it's so tough to have baby. And kept asking myself...why am i facing such prob? Why am I having so much difficulty while expecting? I am so envy of those expectant women who can walk so fast as if they are not expecting at all....






6 weeks 5 days

Once again, it's my visit to Dr Ho again..anxious and excited to find out more about my baby...

Great to hear that my baby is doing well.....so happy!!!!

Unfortunately, I'm still on medical leave...still can't walk much...and as usual, I have to have my hormones injection. It's really painful as sometimes it was injected into your small nerve. Sometimes after the jab, I can't walk well...my leg will be numb...but for the sake of my baby, I will endure..as promised...I always tell my baby this...'mummy will walk thru this period with you despite all those pains.'





5 weeks 5 days

Auntie Pauline learnt about my case and recommended me to her gynae. She claimed that Dr H.K Ho is GREAT. Hence, after much consideration, I decided to go for 2nd opinion.

As usual, feeling anxious when visiting the gynae. Inside, I always have the tendercy of thinking otherwise..I am so worried that doc will tell me that my baby's heartbeat has stopped etc. Just like what had happened previously...

Praying hard and talking to my dearest baby is what I can do.. every night, before dozing off, I will pray to God, seeking Him for his Blessing! seeking Him for a healthy baby.

Every night, I will talks to my baby, asking him/her to be a strong, as I believe our child is always a strong one under God's blessing. As what Edmund said, we must have FAITH!


http://www.babycenter.com/fetal-development-images-6-weeks


Saturday, March 29, 2008

5 weeks 3 days

As usual, a brand new day for me...all ready for work...BUT unfortunately, something bad happened. I had SPOTTING. I was so worried sick, and immediately woke Edmund up and we rushed to the gynae.

Doc advised me to have ample bed rest, and I was given MC for the rest of the week... I am almost bed ridden, can't walk too much except going to washroom.......


4 weeks 6 days

Tracy missed her period and decided to take the preganancy test. Its positive. Unbelieving, she went to a GP to reconfirm ans YES. She is PREGNANT!!!!!!



http://www.babycenter.com/fetal-development-images-5-weeks